Tuesday, December 12, 2006

December 12, 2006

We went a saw Dr. Elsner today. We met with her for about 30 minutes and she explained everything and answered our questions. She said that there was a clinical test going on that I could be a part of because of my age it would lower the cost. But I really don’t want to be a lab rat… I just want a baby, and if it isn’t guaranteed to work I don’t want to dump all that money into it (we would only save like $3,000). Also during our appointment she got a call on her cell phone and picked it up and started talking with her daughter she was also trying to get Tyler to read a book the whole time. Tyler wasn’t all that impressed with her… I liked her… if she can give me a baby then I like her. We then went and talked with a nurse about blood work and giving myself the shots. They were eager to start right away and that got me all excited. Then we went to the financial department to talk about finances and unlike we had thought earlier non of this was covered by insurance except for a few things but they said that they wanted the money up front and most insurance companies wouldn’t reimburse this once it had already been done. We realized after meeting with them that we were not going to be able to start as soon as we had hoped and we were going to have to save for another 9 months.
I went home and sobbed my eyes out. All I want is a baby!!! My baby… NOW!!!

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